Live and learn you stupid girl.

It's like the dog that's been kicked about by its owner but still returns to its owner because it still thinks the owner's going to care for him. Quite the exact opposite of biting the hand that feeds you.

You've gotten what you want and have assumed the role of the victim. Whilst I still stupidly bang on and on, wanting to be the magnanimous person, play the nice guy and stay on good terms, when really, I'm being taken for a good long hard ride here, aren't I? The joke is on me but I'm too dumb to realise. I'm the stupid one who doesn't see the big picture that's being played out here. You're the one who's orchestrated this thing all along and yet now you're playing the victim and claiming to have to turn your back to protect yourself.

Lies.

You're turning your back because there's nothing left for you to plunder.

I feel like such a stupid naive gullible moron.

Yet I still can't bring myself to be mad. I can't feel the anger and indignity rise within me however hard I will it to. What is wrong with me? The moral high ground is mine to claim but I can't do it. Why?

I wish the world was a simpler place for people with misplaced trust.

Joke's on me.

Shame on me for letting that happen.