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Monday, April 28, 2008
Daphne Quah Goes On Holiday
The ego is going on holiday. Daphne Quah's self-esteem has hit a new low. 4 rejections in 2 months. She simply cannot go on doing this. Hitting brick wall after brick wall. She should have seen it coming. She saw the first one coming. She was in denial. Then she accepted it and moved on. But somehow, the destruction of the first one created this monster within her. This monster that caused the subsequent next 3 dead ends.This pollyanna monster who somehow believed that man was intrinsically good and that she could believe everything a man tells her. Wrong. This monster has caused her to be left high and dry, and when she should have quit while she was ahead, she kept going back and subsequently ended up with her bum on the grounded and the rug pulled out from under her, and still no shag. This monster has placed rose-tinted glasses on her nose, through which she now sees the world and even though she knows it's there, she cannot, for the life of her, remove them. In fact, she's forgotten how the world looks like without these glasses. She sees pictures from ye olde days, but they seem strangely familiar yet foreign. It's like you know you've heard a certain song before, but you cannot, for the life of you, recall where you heard it. Daphne, for the life of her, cannot tear herself away from the belief that everyone out there is good and true. She believes everyone and everything. And hopes for the best. And obviously, ends up bitterly disappointed and feeling cheated, as we have established from the opening sentence. She's been played out by 4 men, and she STILL believes they're good and true and she doesn't think they're wankers. No. Because to Daphne, people are intrinsically good. And these men had absolutely no intention of leading her just so she could be another notch on the belt for them. She still wants to be their friend and still thinks highly of each and every one of them. Why don't we learn? Just because you found a glimmer of hope doesn't mean that everywhere you go from now on, that same glimmer of hope will permeate everything and everyone around you. We need to knock some sense into you before you scar yourself permanently and end up even more bitter and cynical than you were before.All dressed up and nowhere to go : (Noun) Daphne.Someone torch that stupid stick before it claims another victim.Why are women such dumb, vile, hopeful creatures? Why do we have such great big hearts which we willingly let people trample on and smile politely as they wipe their filthy feet on our doormats as they leave the mess which used to be our heart behind?
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