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Thursday, February 21, 2008
 
I don't believe this. This is stupid. Downright stupid. Why am I conducting such stakeouts online just to catch him not in action? What the fuck's wrong with me? It's becoming an obsession, a fucking sick perverse obsession. I need to get on with my life. How can human beings fuck each other up so badly? What the fuck!

Seriously Daph, learn to say 'I don't care', and learn to fucking mean it. Don't just say it out of spite, you silly moron. Who're you gonna spite? Yourself? Sheesh woman, get a fucking grip.

So what if you catch him online and he doesn't do anything, like you thought he wouldn't. Would that change a thing? No. You'll just go to bed feeling more bitter now that your doubts have been confirmed. So what? You done this before. You've seen him come online and not initiate any contact at all. What difference does another time make? Fucking get on. Close this chapter already. Life is for us to live.

 

 
   
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