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We weren't born with a name, we were given a name. A hedgehog doesn't have a name. It's just a nameless thing with a handful of flesh and skin and a beating heart. A hedgehog doesn't even know it doesn't have a name.
 
 
   
 
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
 
Come sail your ships around me
And burn your bridges down
We make a little history, baby
Every time you come around

Thursday, February 21, 2008
 
I don't believe this. This is stupid. Downright stupid. Why am I conducting such stakeouts online just to catch him not in action? What the fuck's wrong with me? It's becoming an obsession, a fucking sick perverse obsession. I need to get on with my life. How can human beings fuck each other up so badly? What the fuck!

Seriously Daph, learn to say 'I don't care', and learn to fucking mean it. Don't just say it out of spite, you silly moron. Who're you gonna spite? Yourself? Sheesh woman, get a fucking grip.

So what if you catch him online and he doesn't do anything, like you thought he wouldn't. Would that change a thing? No. You'll just go to bed feeling more bitter now that your doubts have been confirmed. So what? You done this before. You've seen him come online and not initiate any contact at all. What difference does another time make? Fucking get on. Close this chapter already. Life is for us to live.

Thursday, February 14, 2008
 
A random trishaw ride out of nowhere. Sets one appreciating the simplicity of life amidst the hustle bustle of everything. Work; relationships; Chingay; Grand Prix; incompetent government planning. To feel the wind rustling through your hair as you glide through space, not even designated road lanes and cars can come in your way. You feel like a little queen in her little private carriage. Just you, your partner in crime next to you, and the trishaw rider. And you wonder how he's traversed so much of his life and he still faces the same issues you do. A nice little sweet man working by night for that little extra cash, talking about dodgy pubs. Singapore is a pretty place by night. (Note: pretty, not beautiful) Some of the lights and decorations bring a twinkle to your eye. The rest are just ghastly. But why, why the constant need to compete and prove its worth? Just be happy with what/who you are and what you have. No wonder its spawn don't fall far from that tediously competitive tree.

But the pretty bright lights dim out the beautiful luminescent stars of light years gone by.

Friday, February 08, 2008
 
*takes a deep breath*
*holds it all in*
*lets it all out*


haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 

 
   
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