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Sunday, January 06, 2008
Whatever will be; will be.
Am I ignoring the elephant in the room? Sticking my head in the sand like the cowardly ostrich? Maybe that is how I find strength: in distancing myself and mocking the face of adversity.Could this be it? The inexorable movement towards the end. Could it be the beginning of the end? Or is this merely the beginning of a new phase? Whatever it is, it hurts to think about it. It's better not to think about it and face it when it comes, than to ponder upon it incessantly and ruin the preceding moments. Does that qualify as the ostrich mentality?Whatever will be, will be, Daph.What's enough is to know that what we have is beautiful and special. Regardless of whether it becomes a spectre of the past. I have grown so, so much, and it's enough to know I've been touched in so many ways, and so deeply.A new year. A new beginning. A new stage of life. I need to figure out what I want to do with myself now. It's the start of my life outside of academia.
Trust that all will be good.
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