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Friday, February 16, 2007
Oh my gossssshhh........ I've just secured a date for lodging my visa application, secured a health check, decided what documents I need to print out for it, and now all I can do is wait. Gosh this feels strangely liberating yet clamping at the same time. I know I've done all I possibly can, but I still have a little tingle that something might go wrong from my oversight. On the other hand, I'm still twitching in my phantom limb, fearing I might get deported or they might reject it or something. Oh man, I just got a new passport and my old visa's on the old passport, and when I extend my visa, do I use the old or new? I just realised my new passport no. isn't my IC no. anymore. Great. This sure adds complications, doesn't it? Maybe if I pretend not to notice noone will blame me. Of course they blame you Daph! Where do you think you are? In kindergarten? Jesus, woman!So is this what it's gonna feel like being a producer? If it is, I'm gonna run myself up the wall and never come down. Well, if I do, I'll plummet in a downward spiral. But whinging about it isn't gonna help, is it? Well, off to take a dump, then have my brekkie, and then to start typing out the notes from my production mentor and sending it out via email to the rest of the group. Hope they don't think I'm trying to prove something, cuz I'm not!! I'm just paranoid and I don't wanna screw up!! Urgh! *grumbles, me and my big mouth, why did I say I wanted to start up my own theatre company in the audition in the first place?* Well, I do, but that's besides the point. I wanna start it, but let someone else do the shit work. Urgh!!
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