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Monday, July 24, 2006
You never learn, do you, Daphne?Why have I been missing in action the past month and a bit? Too much to say, too litte time? Maybe. Too much in thought, too scattered to write? Possibly. Nothing to say, too busy to try? Very likely. How bout just plain lazy? That works just as well.When I was stranded in the Melbourne airport for 10hrs I had plenty of time to blog, but alas, no free internet. Bummer. But that aside, I do have ten pages of writing in my diary, waiting to be typed out in neat computer font, but nope, what's past is past. Besides, they were rather wanky anyway.The wheel has come full circle.King Lear, (somewhere in the text)It's true, everything does revolve in circles. And just as always, I am alone again. As much as I'd like to think I have friends I can count on in Melbourne, I am sad to say I don't think that's the case. And sometimes you ponder if things were worth your effort, and why you did what you did. It never pays off does it? I'm always scapegoating for someone else. Well, that's enough. I'm not going to bother justifying myself to people who don't bother finding out the truth from the horse's mouth. I'm done with pretenses. If gossip is what they want, gossip is what they shall get, but not from me, I refuse to associate myself with idle banal verbal matter.How ironic is it? You do something that lets someone down, and in being honest and telling them the truth of the matter, they let you down by the way they choose to react to your honesty.With friends like these, just let me be reclusive, I'm less troubled that way.
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