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Monday, June 05, 2006
 
You can't please everyone all of the time, some people most of the time, a few people some of the time, every one at all times, most people most of the time, noone all at the same time.

And on thet note, I desperately want to know what part I got in next semeter's production. It's supposed to be out today and but still no email from Peter. Hmmm. Peter's a lovely man, love him to bits, don't mean to bag him, but that pretty much sums up performing arts bureaucratic efficiency for you. And just for the record, I still have not gotten my grade for last semester's production. Yikes. I really should put my foot down firmly by now eh? I'm partly to blame too, I can never seem to be a firm tight-arse bitch, regardless of how hard I try. Oh of course, when it comes to peotic justice I'm ace at that, but when it comes to something literal that is in the hands of someone else that I'm subject to, I'm all meek and a humble doormat. I really should stop that, doesn't really get me what I want, does it?

To date, List of things I have yet to accomplish:
- Actor's journal by June15
- Reflective essay on Lovepuke (through the eyes of an academic actor), due June 15
- Set design for The Chairs, complete with costume ideas, sketches, and fabric swatches, lighting design and colour template for the show, sound design,... oh gosh, it's giving me a headache just thinking about what I have to do, basically design for a production, covering all aspects of it, which includes getting fabric, paint, material, wood, etc samples from various places, which I have absolutely no idea on where to get, not good!! Due in June15
- Model-making!!! Workshop for model making of The Chairs set, June14 and 15.
- Bring my clothes down to the dry-cleaner's, because clumsy me got red wine of them. To be done ASAP!!!!
- Completion of errand after errand for the family before I leave on June20.
- Bills, bills and more bills!
- Much promised but even more so delayed catch-up sessions with darling friends. Due June20.
- Witches' lines from Macbeth to memorise for performance tomorrow. No idea what our concept is, we'll find out later!!! Yikes!

Aaaacckkkk, I shudder to think on more. It's a seemingly colossal list, and I'm sure there's plenty of subsets to each point.

Back to my entry title, You can't please everyone some of the time, some people most of them time, a few people half the time, hardly anyone sometimes, and the list goes on. I've decided that I am going to stick to pleasing my ideal of what's right. Doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to be a self-indulgent wank from now on, just means I'm going to go with what I tihnk is right and wrong for the specific situation. Makes it easier to live with myself. I should also start being more confident and assertive of myself. Who gives a shit what other people think, especially people who don't give two hoots about other people! Like I said, so long as I stick by my guns and do what I think is right, I should be fine. I hope. Keeping my fingers crossed for that.

With that said (and not yet done), it's almost the end of semester, well, technically it is the end of semester, heheh, and I've assignments to finish and people to catch up with and errands to run. It feels liks this semester has flown by so quick there's hardly been time for me to breathe a little. Well, I kinda have, basically after Lovepuke was finished I just took a looong, much delayed, much needed breath, and never came back from that, hence the huge pile-up of work. But really, that's okie, so long as I'm seemingly happy and pleased I guess I'll be fine. *Snort*

Alrite, time to stop procrastinating and pretending that I'm doing something fruitful and accomplishing nothing by blogging about getting things done. How ironic. Ahhh, the things we do to skive. Heheh. Time to get my lazy ass cracking!

List of immediate things to get cracking to:
- Witches' lines
- Actor's journal
- Dropping clothes at dry cleaner's
- Picking up clothes from alterations

Yes! I shall get to it!! And stop this ridiculous delay mechanism at once!! Ahhh, the obsession with lists, how funny!!

 

 
   
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