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Monday, February 27, 2006
I think the one thing that I need now, more than anything, is assurance; assurance that I will do well for my degree; assurance that things will not get too hectic and too much to cope this semester and that I will do well; assurance that my craft is good enough to get me a role so I won't fail my subject; assurance that I won't get a shitty group for my other subject; assurance that my coursemates do like me and think I'm special and think I'm great to work with and wanna work with me or else I'll have to work on my own and devise a shit horrible piece; assurance that I am loved; assurance that above all, I am a special and unique person who is treasured, and who has an impact on the people around her. And I'm not talking just empty flippant verbal assurance, I'm talking loud, strong, physical assurances, and I'm seeing none in the horizon.To seem less greedy, the most pressing matter right now, is the fact that I wanna know if I should continue on my chosen career path, because if I can't even get myself a role for a module for uni, how can I even talk about landing roles to sustain me further on in life?This is too darn fucking depressing.
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