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Monday, October 10, 2005
Ahhhh Murphy, Murphy, Murphy... Darling Murphy. You and I go wayyyyyy back don't we? I can't count all the times when you've come along and thwarted things and given me a kick in the behind and sent me tumbling back to square one just when I thought I had a foot in things. Ain't it lovely how we always end up with our faces in mud and it feels as if the world's just standing a mere metre away, laughing at us and snickering, one hand on her mouth, the other hand extended with a jeering finger aimed in our direction. How pathetic, you think. But it's true, however hard you try to deny it, there have been countless such moments, and you just wanna crawl into some hole and just not exist for one day, just to see how the world would function without you. More often than not, it's over some silly insignificant thing. But it's not the tiny view that's affecting you, it's how it fits into the bigger picture and paints an even more disturbing and sad picture of you. It's like how a thousand tiny drops of water fill a cup to the brim and it's that one tiny drop that finally causes it to overflow. At the end of the day, it all adds up. So don't say that this is just one setback, because it is one of many setbacks that have occurred, and will occur in time to come.Where is the justice?????!?~?!~! When will it be my turn to laugh? This is all crap. They say good things come to those that wait. Well, I've been waiting my whole life and still I don't see any sign. I do count my blessings, but sometimes, it just seems a lil tad bit biased and unevenly spread out between the people. Blessed are the meek, they say. Well, Ballocks to that, That's what I say. Spare me the cheap talk, I want something real I can hold and feel and call mine, not some empty promise of future fulfillment.
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