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Thursday, September 01, 2005
To repeat for the third time today, 'I'm BACK!!!!'Yes, all that depression has been neatly folded and stack in the back of the wardrobe, waiting to surface again some time later on, further down the road, but for now, good ol' Daphne's back in action. Not to say that I don't still occasionally feel that odd bout of downness, but I'm keeping it all in check.Go Rhinoceros!Everyday we progress a bit further up that road to the peak, and everyday I'm having a bit more fun that the previous day. Very soon, this will all be over, to be precise, in 3 days, but right now, I'm basking in it. I love this. Performing, having fun. It's awesome.I'm gonna miss this, this hustle bustle, the purposefulness I have every day, in knowing that there's something to look forward to in the evenings. I don't wanna take a step back into the old routine of coming home and cooking dinner in a quiet flat. I wanna be in the theatre, waiting backstage; dancing to the french horn; whispering and mucking around in the dark; cracking obscene dirty jokes; talking about deep stuff; just chilling and having a lil chat and goss session in the dirt and grim; scooting off during the interval for a beer; smoking a joint in the fucking freezing rain; playing fun warmup games and feeling each others' energy; getting to know you; admiring talent when it's being put onstage; getting home and removing the mask of the show and feeling like I've done what I was destined to do today and going to bed feeling uselful. I don't wanna have to go back to drabness. But oh, such is the way things are. I can't wait to start getting real roles and doing real shows. But well, that's the way the cookie crumbles. Making a conscious effort to grab every moment by the balls and living it up. That's the way it should be done.
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