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Sunday, July 03, 2005
 
With nothing to do, I turn on the tv and flick it to ABC. News time. For the next 30mins, all I hear and see is the ugly side of human nature: destruction, desolation, apathy. Why do we still continue this age old war that's ceased to hold any meaning whatsoever? Can't the 'high standing intellectual' people see that nothing is being gained from this blind madness? On the bigger scale: war. On the smaller scale: racism. Or is it the other way round? Same difference.
If there wasn't war, I would be a much happier person, I really would. This isn't some Miss Universe 'world peace' mass declaration website. No one is judging me for what I put to this screen, least I didn't authorise anyone to. The lack of mass pointless suffering does point in the direction of mankind encompassing grace, and that reassures me that all will turn out okay. But that's not the situation around us today.

I closed my eyes, drew back the curtain
To see for certain what I thought I knew
Far far away, someone was weeping
But the world was sleeping
Any dream will do

And in the east, the dawn was breaking
And the world was waking
Any dream will do

May I return to the beginning
The light is dimming, and the dream is too
The world and I, we are still waiting
Still hesitating
Any dream will do

On a slightly lighter note (I hesitate to call this light... if anything, it's pathetic, that's what it is), James Taylor croons in my ear, and I feel his words reverberating like a prepubescent catholic schoolgirl's shrill shriek in my tiny palpitating heart.

Everyday it's getting closer
Going faster than a roller coaster
A love like yours would surely come my way

Everday seems a little faster
All my friends they say go on up and ask her
A love like yours would surely come my way

Everyday it seems a little stronger
Everyday it lasts a little longer

Come what may do you ever long for
True love from me
Like I long for you baby

Christian Bale is one helluva actor........ For a 6foot 3inch tall man to shed the kilos til he's standing at 55kg, with his vertebrae stabbing the person standing behind him and his rib cage looking like a lion's steel cage tipped on its side with a concave where his digestive system should be, is nothing short of dedication. Then pile on another 45kg in 6months and buff up like a Greek god craved from ivory. That's intense. I'm not totally a convert yet, but I'm getting there. I'm just one film short of being a full-blown Christian Bale convert. Step aside Edward Norton, I'm with Christian now. Sleep deprived hallucinatory walking skeletons and narcissistic mental cases. American Psycho, here I come.

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Right, so on top of being melancholy and depressive, I am also obsessive, delusional, psychotic, and a stalker.
Man I'm gonna be such a hit with the boys.

 

 
   
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