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Saturday, July 30, 2005
Wishing, and Hoping, and Thinking, and Praying.It's 11.10am on a Saturday morning and I'm seated at the entrance of my uni library, choosing to blog because the main collection isn't open and I can't borrow the play I want to learn my monologue from for my audition on Tuesday. But why am I here in the first place? More importantly, I have a dance audition for RENT in 49mins. And most importantly, I just concluded my singing audition 6mins ago, and it was shit. I've said this before and I shall say it again and a million more times to come, I hate auditions(which isn't a very good thing, considering the career I wanna get into). As I pause between words to type this post, my fingers are still shaking from my nervousness. Needless to say, I screwed up my audition. I had to request to restart my song cuz I was totally off, and I forgot my lyrics. My only tiny tinge of hope in the distant horizon is that I vaguely saw the music director nod at my strong bit (which wasn't as strong as I had hoped it would be) from the corner of my eye. But it's a huge musical, and there're countless aspiring actors who wanna be in it. I wasn't asked do to the scales with them, and I can only read it as a bad sign. They don't wanna know my range. I could go on, but I shan't. I should stop wallowing. Anyhow, the dance audition's coming up later, there's that to look forward to, though there're many others auditioning too who've got dance backgrounds. My one saving grace: dance. How ironic, considering I always preferred singing to dancing cuz singing's less tedious. How wrong I was. Maybe I should say this is all just wishful thinking on my part. But hope is always a good thing, it keeps us going and pushes us onward inspite of adversity. My big hopes were pinned on today's audutions. Being able to screw up the audition I totally prepared for, I'm sure I shall have no problems screwing up the other audition I'm so totally unprepared. Maybe I should just go into architecture. Things'll be easier and less problematic. Hell, it's even easier to get a PR with that. Pffft.
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