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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
How do you pretend not to give a damn what the whole damn world thinks about you?
How do you pretend to not give a damn about the whole damn world when the whole damn world doesn't give a dam about you?
It's hard when you feel like you don't matter, cuz the fact is that you're really nothing to anyone.
And that crap about chasing your dreams,
Draw the dream,
And the dream will be drawn to you,
All a bunch of Bull. Sorry TAC, it was good and inspirational while it held truth, but fact is, it's all idealistic crap; either that, or it's one of those myths you tell teens, hoping the special gifted ones will eventually carve a niche for themselves.
It's hard convincing someone of something they don't believe in. It's harder still to rekindle that flame of truth when it's blown out.
Life never was an easy road, but it sucks when the realisation that it's a lonesome journey sinks in, when the delusion and idealism is worn away by the harsh reality.
Cynicism doesn't work miracles, but at least it gets things done, and keeps your feet grounded and prevents you from being lifted onto silly flights of fancy.
Noone's gonna put out for you no matter how sweet, innocent or naive you are, evryone's got their ideal colleague in mind, and you're never gonna fill those shoes no matter how hard you try. Fact is, it doesn't exist.
It's the times when you need reassurance and guidance the msot that it turns a blind eye and leaves you high and dry, to crash and burn.
I've never understood what it means when they say 'When the going gets tough, the tough get going', which says a lot, How can you be something you don't understand?
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