had a pretty good day i guess....... got home, stepped into e shower, turned e hot water on, and realised whta a good day i had, aside from e cough and runny/stuffed nose, and e throbbing headache which i deduce is a result of my stuffed nose....... but it was a pretty neat day..... regardless of e fact that i had to go to sch 2 hrs earlier than i was supposed to cuz i had to show e tcher my assignment which i didnt show cuz i didn't go to sch yesterday...... so i spent like 1/2 hr running e 3errands i had to do, and spent e remaining one hr writing in my actor's journal...... done with one part, got another part to come up with by tomoro though....... and lecture today was not bad..... certain things fell into place, got some new insight into the definition of 'life' and 'death'...... went to meet e tutor whom i showed e assignment to in e morning and got pretty good feedback.....and she was really nice..... i really like her.... she's totally honest and frank, no buttering of stuff....... and even though some ppl dun lkie her and say she's e american bitch, hey! i tihnk she's awesome! she liked it i guess, and said that some things we did were great....... phew..... plus a couple of mates frm that class told me they liked it too, so yeah, all e effort pretty much paid off i presume...... met my new partner for next week's assignment....... nice guy...... smokes a helluva lot... but it's cuz he's under a lot of stress....... nice leather jacket too....... we spent 1 hr talking to e guys sitting next to us, who happened to be his friends, and e next hr just talking..... im undergoing a 'phase1' crush, which happens to evry single nice guy i meet...... poor dude though, just got out of a 5yr relationship with his girlfriend...... apparently she just broke up w him for no reason........ but they're still best friends, which is cool..... and he's got this buncha childhood friends who're really messed up and he's tryin to distance himself frm em....... he's pretty messed up.... plus he's got a numb right side of his right foot for sitting on it for 12hrs...... beat that.......... and then was time for my performance 'seminar'... which is really more like a workshop-ish tutorial........ that passed really quickly....... although by e time it began my brain was in shut down........ but it was good....... had some fun, gained some knowledge, acquired new insights, and after e class i spoke to a classmate bout 'muriel's wedding'....... ahhh....... managed to get onto e first shuttle bus that came even though e queue looked like e lochness monster revealed...... and thankfully e jam on e highway was in e other direction, so my direction was fine, but e other side of e road was terrible.... gosh.......... wldnt wanan b caught in that jam........ so i conclude, that my day went pretty well, not because my tutor liked my piece of abstract movement, nor because i caught e bus, nor because i met a new potential friend, but because i think i'm starting to overcome my fear of stepping out of my comfort zone, of being the odd asian, and beginning to be comfortable and at ease with who i am, where i am.......

i don't wanna fake it
i just wanna make it
the ornaments look pretty
but they're pulling down the branches of the tree
~ Cake