you know how tv shows and ppl always say how they have that one experience that changes their views and outlooks on things in life? well i used to think that such a thing wldn't really happen to me, that i was pretty much in control of things and that my life was pretty much an uneventful smooth sailing journey....... too late. i've only just come to realise how much i have changed and shaped my outlook on certain things so much that i didn't even feel it creeping in.......
it's not e things you see that hit you e hardest, it's e things u didn't even know would hit you

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I'm not too sure how I'm supposed to feel
Or what I'm supposed to say but

I'm not, not sure
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
Cause I'm coming in
With what I wanna say but
It's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but

I'm not, not sure
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
Like the one that just passed
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back
- Miss You Love, Silverchair