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Friday, January 30, 2004
 
Imagine me and you, a two
I think about you day and night
It's only right to think about the girl you love, and hold her tight
So happy together

If i should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me, and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be so very fine
So happy together

I can see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby, the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be the only one for me is you,and you for me
So happy together

I can see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby, the skies will be blue
For all my life
~ So Happy Together, The Beatles

it's interesting how simple things were back then....... and how feel-good the old songs are........ when things were direct and less complicated......

don't you just wish things could be simple? that everything could have an answer or explanation or solution........... where u didn't have to be caught in an endless catch22......

and if i fall along the way
would you pick me up and dust me off?
would you sympathise with my needs?
i know you think i need a lot
started out clean but i'm jaded
just phoning it in, just breaking the skin


i need something concrete, something real......... not just empty words and a child's dream...... that isn't enough for sustainance.....

happy yet deluded or disillusioned and idealistic?
i change my mind....... let me be deluded......... i can't handle the truth.......

let me blame it on the world, but not myself........ it's easier to take, where the problem is intangible and out of my reach, rather than within my being........... it's easier to believe u can't change something that's out of your range, rather than to believe u can change something within your reach......... less hassle. less fuss. less politics. less problems. more convenient. less painful.

and when my smile gets old and faded
wait around I'll smile again
shouldn't be so complicated
just hold me and then
just hold me again
can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
get put back together


and all the kings' horses and all the kings' men couldn't put humpty together again

that says a lot.......

if even kids are taught that mindset, why do we grow up hoping? why do we carry greater burdens of hope? of wishing that the improbable will happen when it probably won't? of wishing that we'll have things easy when we won't? of hoping that life'll b a bed of roses when it's a savannah of cactuses? it's really tiring keeping up hope like that... don't we learn?



"No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
I am

Don't think that I can take another empty moment
Don't think that I can fake another
hollow smile
It's not enough just to be sorry.
Don't think that I could take another talk about it

Just like me you got needs
And they're only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we've tendered away

Tried to be more than me
And I gave 'til it all went away
And we've only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters we've made

I am all that I'll ever be
When you - lay your hands
Over me
but don't go weak on me now
I know that it's weak
But God help me I need this
I will not sleep in this bed of lies"

 

 
   
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