i don't believe this
5years......... brought to naught........ i didn't even know...........
this big clumsy prod sitting in his tank....... he didn't move when i tilted his tank......... it's alrite...... that's normal........ not til i was gonna drop him his food did i register e sunken in eyes and limp limbs..............
not you too
so now i'm left with an empty shell and swimming waters............
if i hadn't made plans for him and was in a dilemma and didn't know what to do w him, fine....... death was an easy way out..........
but not when i've already planned it all out, the determination with which i was goin to have him by my side...... no immigration officer was goin to make me leave him behind........... all busted
or maybe it just wasn't meant to be.... childish fantasy and hopes dashed....... jolted back to reality........ things don't always turn out the way u want them to......
it's always easier to want to do something rather than to actually do it.......... shit happens, blows are dealt........ reality sinks in.......... and you get what you give