that innocence... the radiance... the purity of life's essence.......... can we ever regain that?
captured in a moment so ephemeral we probably cease to remember that split moment it ever happened............. how many shots out of a hundred can we actually manage to capture something so wonderfully perfect yet incomplete?
the fading lines.... the blurred images.......... all reflect on the surrealistic nature of it's perfection that it makes one wonder at it's existence.......... it looks like somethinhg taken out of a lousy 70's flick where they still ran on film strips with battered quality............. so old... yet so new and revived.........
Presenting...........
evryone............... meet kelly...........


kelly is a midnight blue Saab 9-3 Convertible with Engine 2.0t (150bhp)
(somehow kelly's wheels can't appear on e pic itself........... but just use ur imagination yeah? she's a beauty)
kelly has
Electrically operated windows
Electrically operated door mirrors
Air conditioning (AC)
Tinted glass
Switch for simultaneous operation of all windows
Electro-hydraulically operated top
"Follow-me-home"-function
Electrically adjustable fronts seats, driver's with memory
Cabin air filter, electrostatic
Handsfree preparation for mobile phone
Electric antenna
Audio remote control on steering wheel
Audiosystem (AS2), CD, 80W, 4 speakers
PRE-AS2
Automatic 4-speed transmission
EBD Electronic Brake-force Distribution
Immobolizer
Head/torso side airbags, front
Headlight elevation control on facia
Seatbelt pre-tensioners, front
Passenger's airbag, front
Locking remote control
Rear glass window with electric defroster
Isofix rearchild seat anchorage points
Saab Active Head Restraints (SAHR), front seats
Load-shifting protection in the rear seat
Driver's airbag
ABS Anti-lock Braking System
Headlamp wash/wipe
Information display (SID 1) with multi-function
Electro-hydraulically operated top
Ashtray and Lighter
Cruise control
Rear seat foldable and lockable
Flexible luggage compartment
Night Panel function
Double dividable sun visors with illuminated mirrors
Bright finish sports exhaust tailpipe
CD Autochanger, 6 discs
Sport Chassis
Automatic Climate Control (ACC)
Saab Anti-theft Protection alarm
Carbon fibre facia
Traction control system
Mid Size Spare Wheel
Body coloured rear spoiler
Aero sport package
Anniversary leather upholstery and door panels
Antracite-grey facia
Wind deflector
Sport exhaust
Carbon fibre gear selector
Carbon fibre gear lever knob
Teflon finish fascia
and she
is in a beautiful shade of midnight blue
has a fully automatic top cover
which is in blue
in decked in leather Aero upholstery and door panels, charcoal/blue
has light walnut wood veneer fascia
along with leather steering wheel and gear lever
and also matt chrome door handles
not forgetting textile floor mats
with 5-spoke 17x7" for wheels
complete with Cup holder too
i think i'm in love..............
Monday, May 12, 2003
the bittersweet feeling lingering after the last show
the rush before and after that last show
the gradual bonding that takes place unwittingly
the mutual trust that grows
getting to know each other..............
................ and realising that actually u don't..........
doing things u don't want to............
............... but thanking that at least u aren't alone.............
spending hours together........
........ doing nothing...........
........ making something..........
......... creating anything............
before that very last show, feeling your
pulse. racing,
adrenaline,
excitement,
anticipation,
that teeny hint of dread............
loving that after this u can go home before the sun sets
yet know that u'll feel strangely incomplete..........
............. as if a part of u has died,
ended,
gone
liberation mingled with reminiscence
knowing that that brief 70minutes lies in your hands,
and e show is yours
trusting that when u fall, someone will hold u up
that after a month of spending evryday together u grow towards e same goal..........
growing towards each other.........
.............. without knowing each other in e first place..........
the satisfaction holding up against the sacrifices
knowing that at e end of the day,
evrything was worth it,
and
you would come back and do this again
bittersweet
it's time to bump-out and move on
Sunday, May 11, 2003

AQUARIUS: Either you are one, or you should be.
What Western Zodiac Star Sign Should You Be? (with images!) brought to you by Quizilla
cool!!!~!~!
it's pretty accutate!!!~!!!!~ ***so far......***
***hic***
Thursday, May 08, 2003
choices.................... expectations............................................................................ sacrifices............................................. dilemma................................................................................ obligations............................................................................................. gratification.....................stuck......................................... promises..........................................................................................................................
what does one do when caught in e middle with no way out, no way around.....................
Saturday, May 03, 2003

Bettie Boop
Who 's Your Inner Sexy Cartoon Chick ? brought to you by Quizilla
***flutters eyelids***