suddenly i'm so scared............. i'm so frightened i'll fall prey to sars.......... i don't fear for myself......... it doesn't matter if i die now or later....... we're all gonna leave anyway........ but what if i get it and unwittingly i pass it to my family? what's gonna happen? especially since i'm out in e open....... 1200-2000hrs evryday....... 1000-2000hrs on wkends........... sitting in e corner strapping ppl up.......... contact w strangers is a prerequisite.......... i've got to attach electrodes to em......... peel off those electrodes............ finger e sticky electrodes that're teeming w their dead cells............ i'm so scared................... and now e virus has spread to australia............ my bro's alone there.......... e thought of e world being wiped out is so scary......... so real............... i'm really scared this time................

i once read a book by stephen king.......... a book called 'the stand'............... in e book, a flu epidemic struck e world and wiped out evryone........ evryone......... save for 8 individuals and a whole bunch of other ppl who congregated together and formed satan's colony............ it was up to e 8 to save e world from e clutches of e devil and repropogate e world............ now it suddenly doesn't feel like just a book anymore.......... could this be the much talked about end? is this e way we're gonna go? in fear and lack of reassurance? will they ever find a cure for it? i dunno......... i've always been devil-may-care and callous......... now i'm feeling paranoid........ what is this world coming to? is this e Lord's way of wiping e land of e callous complacents? of cleansing e land?