reflections

i know i'm not a selfless being.......... neither am i the epitome of selfishness............ but y can't ppl think outside of themselves? y can't they be happy for others without first thinking of themselves?
a friend was appalled that i was driving........ not so much by e fact that it was i who was driving.... but more of e fact that it was someone she knew who was driving....... that she herself wasn't driving.......... that someone she knew was driving and not her...........
it's not a personal attack................ but y do we always compare ourselves to the others? y do we place ourselves side by side and compare and contrast to see who's got what and who's where? y can't we be satisfied w what we have and who we are? y can't we be genuinely happy for someone who's got what we don't? y can't we be thankful for them? y can't we count our own numerous blessings without having other ppl come into view? y can't we accept ourselves for who we are and not who we are not? y can't we be thankful for what we have and not lament over what others have that we don't?
i try........... i really do............ but sometimes i get so tired......... and at e end of e day i wonder if it was worth it.............. i really don't know.............. i'm so spent.........

Quote of the Day
Bad things happen to good people......... it's a fact and we have to accept it..........