have u ever thought back on to ur old sch days? when evrything was simple and plain, and evryone out forthright and frank?

somehow, as the years pass, the ability to stolidly call someone a friend, to know for sure that wherever u turn, that person will be two steps behind you, no more; no less, just fades with time.............. there is no such thing as friends forever............ well.......... mayb it starts off that way............ but the friends bit slowly fades to becomes acquaintances...........

in primary sch u said things that u meant then, however impossible they were.............. things like friends forever.......... best friends forever.........
now.......... u say things u don't mean............. however possible they are................ like keep in touch............. let's meet up sometime..........
things become touch-and-go.................. flitting images from a broken projector............

thank you darren for showing me that, in your own little unknowing way........... someday lil brother, you'll see what i mean.............. blood is thicker than water.......... how many of us actually believe that? not many

Quote from Legends of the Fall, beautifully poignant movie............ i can watch it a million times............ it's amazing how fickle the human spirit is, yet no one realises.......... and loves the human for its fickleness................ 'Forever was too long'
ouch

It's amazing
how you make your face just like a wall
how you take your heart and turn it off
how I turn my head and lose it all

It's unnerving
how just one move puts me by myself
there you go just trusting someone else
now I know I put us both through hell

I'm not saying
there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
I'm not saying
we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't wanna let it get away from me

But if that's how it's gonna leave
straight out from underneath
then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out

It's aggravating
how you threw me on
and you tore me out
how your good intentions turn to doubt
the way you needed time to sort it out

Tell me is that how it's going to end
when you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
and the one you're leaving out
- 'Leave' , Matchboxtwenty