bl, when u said i was selfish in wanting to go study somewhere near my bro so i cld stay w him and makes things more convenient and set my parents' hearts at ease..... i disputed u............ i said i was being selfless............... u said i was selfish cuz i didn't wanna step out of my comfort zone of having someone near me........... i don't see how selfish that can get, when at e end of e day, evryone benefits from it.... except me.......... cuz i don't get to study what i really wanan tajke cuz it's too far away..... cuz i'd ***quote*** die travelling ***unquote***..........
but somehow............ i feel.......... that evry now and then, evryone has to be selfish at one point or another............ to indulge in themselves........... to make emselves feel good................. cuz if we don't,............... we'll just implode from all e pent up emotions within us................
i felt so liek bloggin twice in e past 3 days.............. felt e violent urge to pen down e torrent of thoughts running thru me................... but i didn't....... and now i seem to have kinda lost it............. well............ nvm............. they're all at e back of my mind..............
but one thing's for sure............ i am selfish........... not in e way u said it bl.................... but in another way............... if u do recall our conversation just now........... u'll know what i mean.................... very so often we make use of the ppl around us just so to make us feel better bout ourselves.............. when we don't really appreciate what e other person is doing, the very fact that e person is doing it for u.......... is what counts.......... isn't it true? don't tell me i'm wrong........ i know i'm not.............
somewhere within that nice demeanor there lies a selfish narcissistic callous entity wanting to be fed..............