***accepting bl's and soulitary's challenge***
50 positive things about myself
1. I like my hair, despite it's thinness.....
2. I get complements about my smile
3. i've got a sense of humour......
4. ....... and absurd sense of humour.....
5. I always try to see silver lining around the cloud
6. I appreciate music and art
7. I'm healthy and athletic
8. I'm outgoing
9. I'm spontaneous
10. I make people laugh
11. I am loved ***winkwink***
12. I've got friends
13. My friends have got me
14. I give without wanting in return
15. I have a wonderful family.....
16. ........coupled with fights and disputes that make life more interesting.........
17............. and let's us get to know each other better even after years of living together.......
18. I am single
19. I am a part of the Arts Faculty..... was.....
20. I am the Arts faculty Captain...... was.....
21. I make up a part of 01A55
22. I belong to TSD.....
23. ....... and TSD belongs to me
24. I'm good with my hands
25. I'm a perfectionist
26. I am an idealist
27. I keep my feet grounded
28. I do not try to keep up with fads
29. I am my own person
30. I make friends readily
31. I know what I want in life
32. I keep promises
33. I refuse to conform
34. I can act
35. I can think bout others before myself
36. I have morals and values that i stick to
37. I am able to ponder about life and abstract values
38. I refuse to let life get me down
39. I am fitter than most people
40. I can hold my liquor
41. I listen to good music
42. I read (surprisingly, not many people do... really)
43. I can play the drums (least i'd like to think i can)
44. I'm capable of self-deceit! ***gringrin***
45. I can take, and make jokes about myself
46. I live in total comfort
47. My parents give me whatever i want........
48. .......... but i don't take advantage of them
49. I've got a conscience
50. I've got compassion
see bl!!!!!! it ain't that difficult!!! cmon girl!!!!!! i wanna see u do it!!!!
***gives bl a encouraging smack on her butt**
another fruitful(?) day........
ahh................ another day spent on prom performance............. yesterday was one......... today was two....... and tomoro shall be three..... boy, will i be glad when this whole thing's over.............. will i?? i dunno........... maybe i'll miss it when it's gone................... such is human nature isn't it? we never really apprecioate something until it's passed us by and then we mope about it, even if it's somwething that we kinda loathe and detest in the first place............. sigh......... the paradox of man............. but isn't that what makes us so interesting? so enticing and intriguing? that we're incomprehensible paradoxes? we're walking paradoxes who constantly evolve and change from day to day; moment to moment................
do you believe in ghosts?
it's all just a conception that lies in our heads isn't it? to the oldern people and certain cultures like tha native americans and maybe voodoo, ghosts are as real to them as technology is to us.............. it's just that when they existed, they didnm't know of technology, and in out time, the idea of technology has grown widespread and accepted whereas that of ghosts has grown obsolete............. gravity existed way before newton 'discovered' it, but until he did, gravity didn't 'exist'.......... it's the same thing isn't it? it's all in the mind........... how queer...........
it's strange isn't it? when we think back on how thimgs evolve and change from time to time, evene though
we remain the same, only our mindsets change, such ideals lacking in concrete and scientific explanations................ in a way we're justifying the enscientific with scientific methods aren't we? haha......... how ironic............ but that's man isn't it? now, even i aren';t making any more sense to myself........... just kinda proved my own point without tryin to eh?