hmm............ okie......... so my mum/dad didn't say anything about the incident that occured this morn........... no mention of it......... no nothing............. know i should be feeling relieved or somewhat relaxed? glad even? but i'm not............. ironically... i'm feeling kinda troubled................ was kinda hoping they'd bring it up and i could talk it out with them; come to a compromise....... after all............. i
did gather myself up mentally............ looks like it'll all hafta wait them... i guess............ trouble is i can't bring myself to bring it up........... gotta wait for them to bring it up, than i strike my deal.............. call me chicken-shit.... a wuss...... but when it comes to this.......... i can't initiate.............. it'll all backfire on me..................
dunno if my mum told me dad about it..... but he was surprisingly nice about it......... he came home and asked me if i had eaten... then asked me to cut the mango... but in the end he cut it himself and asked me to eat it............ no mention of anything whatsoever............. didn't even see my mum......... she didn't look for me and try to strike up conversation............. i dunno..... is she pissed? ***shrugs shoulders*** one can only speculate................. but then again........... what's there to be pissed about? i dunno............... but then again............. tis a funny family............ ***gringrin*** to have kids like my bro and me............. ohh boy..............
still bugging me............ but well................. we'll see if she says anything tomorrow morn.............. let's play the baiting game.......... eheheh i'm good at it..............
Day by day, night after night
Blinded by the neon light
Hurry here, hustling there
No one's got the time to spare
Money's tight, nothing free
Won't somebody come and rescue me
I am stranded, caught in the crossfire
Stranded, caught in the crossfire
Tooth for tooth, eye for an eye
Sell your soul just to bop on by
Beggin' for a dollar, stealin' a dime
Come on can't you see that I'm
Stranded, caught in the crossfire
I am stranded, caught in the crossfire
I need some, kind of kindness
Some kind of sympathy, oh no
Save the strong, lose the weak
Never turning the other cheek
Trust nobody, don't be no fool
Whatever happened to the golden rule
- 'Crossfire' , Stevie Ray Vaughn