hey bloggie............. haven't seen u in awhile again huh? well............... been pretty held up these few days...... with what, i'm no too sure too.......... haha.............
"i've got this memory condition" ***gringrin***
was at parkway yesterday watchin some band from indonesia(or was it malaysia?), 'jazz-fusion with traditional gumelan music' it said in the paper............ 'jazz-pop with gumelan music' the banner said at the performance itself.............. but i say 'gumelan pop, pseudo-jazz-wannabe'.............. it wasn't too bad... but neither was it fantastic.......... what's bad was the fact that the nac was giving out free balloons to kids, and they just
could not hold on to their balloon properly........... beautiful and i got sooooooo pised off......... (it's wasting of resources man....... all e rubber and helium and manpower gone to was with each balloon a careless spoilt child lets go off)........ that we started counting how many balloons were just floating off under right in front of our very eyes............ well........... we counted 21, but incuding those we missed before we started off, it's probably more than 30............ okie fine..... i lied........... it's probably
about 30.............. and that was only after the performance had started......... who knows how many we missed before the performance............
i had this brainwave............ ***gringrin*** if kids couldn't make good use of what they have (ie. thheir arms), then we should just take it from them, since they can't utilise it......... so i proposed to beautiful that we cut off their arms with the balloon that they so carelessly let go.......... hahaa.......... talk about being screwed up daphne........ but it's really a good idea eh?
"why'd you have no arms little girl?" "my mummy cut them off because i couldn't hold onto my balloon. it's punishment for not making good use of my arms so she cut it off" ouch i scare me at times...................
brabbit
***mad fervour grin***
it speaks for itself beautiful............ ***knowing look***
it's rather scary when u go into a pet shop, and u see the prices on the glass panes........... they say a large rabbit costs $750, yet they cram it along with another $750-tagged rabbit and they both have such lousy living conditions u wonder if they're really worth $750............... or if it's just a typo and they actually really mean $75 or $7.50............. even the $30 hamsters(which happen to be on the upper tier as opposed to the lower tiered rabbits........... talk about upper and lower classes......... the irony.........) have much better living conditions....... and they're not even worth 1/20 as much.............. sheesh................ under-appreciation? it happens........... even with people............
there was this poor lone rabbit........ that i was laughing at......... ooppsss.......... it was in the corner, and it just kept hopping round in circles inside of it's glass cell....... occasionally stopping to claw at the glass panes, or to change the direction of it's endless circular route...........
"is it plain stupid of just hyperactive?" was my initial snide remark at it............. but as i watched it, i realised how futile it's quest was............. imagine going round and round, touching and feeling the same old walls every time, trying to find a way out but finding none......... but not giving up hope............ frankly, it scares the shitload outta me........... every-so-often, whenever we see something that scares us somewhere in the back of our heads, we activate our defense mechanism, which is it laugh it off; make it seem less than it is.......... but it's not.................... how often do we go to horror movies to have that bunch of irritating people cracking retarded jokes about the movie? it's all our form of copin with things..............
when in fear, make a joke of it and laugh it off how brave are we then? to brush off this like that, to not be able to stand up for ourselves........ it's a human condition.............. or is it?
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wonder if frodo'll do a great job of saving me.... hmmm................
ooh!! i caught memento on saturday.......... fantastic movie....... tis my second time watching it..... first was on e big screen........ but it never fails to lure me into guy pearce's dark tormented self-deluded world............ i think it is just absolutely the best show i've ever watched............. watching everything unfold backwards, seeing the pieces falling into place one by one, racking your brains out to unpuzzle the mysteries................. wow.............. absoutely mind-blowing.......... the show leaves u totally drained at the end man................ too see the black and white scenes which are in proper forward order, and the colour scenes in reverse chronological order, and piecing them together to try and work the story out, trying to find loopholes and patch the gaping holes............... ***melt***
not to forget guy pearce's tortured suaveness and style, even with dishevelled hair (or
because of the dishevelled hair? eheh.........) and cuts on his face, he's an instant magnet.........
but it's sad how we delude ourselves only to make things easier to believe isn't it? how we condition ourselves to our own beliefs and screen out the truth............. again another human condition............. we're a fearful lot i'd say...........
